halloween

i'm pretty much the hottest underworld vampire you've ever seen :P

at jodi's halloween party.. before it actually started :P

renovations&revelations:

upon the next level of my room. i used to have a low bench, but i've turned that bench into a shelving unit, and am getting a desk. now that i'm approaching the HSC i really need a proper workspace in my bedroom. plus, i'll also be having a proper music corner. YAY! going to buy a keyboard stand soon.

glasses look better on my head. not my face.

:P i'm really enjoying my red hair. glad i did it.

WHICH BOOK OF THE BIBLE ARE YOU?

Ana Victoria completed the quiz "Which book of the Bible are you?" with the result Revelation.

More mystical than the average bear, you are not always easy to understand. Sometimes your eccentricity can be downright scary to more conventional minds. But life with you is never dull. For you, life is fraught with hidden meaning, and outward appearances are only the beginning of the path to wisdom. Intuitive and poetic, you don't feel compelled to lock down your entire world in concrete answers. For you, the future is full of promise, despite its uncertainty. If you can stay humble and avoid a love of mystery for its own sake, you will avoid pretension and realise your spiritual potential..

tip of the times:

do not pull down your v-neck t-shirt when jumping up and down, you're very likely to reveal your undergarments.
unfortunately, that's what i experienced tonight, i'm glad everyone got so uncomfortable that they didn't rub it in my face. i guess that's why they stopped jumping LOL.


it's not as bad as it sounds. but it was quite embarressing. i'm confessing because i'm going to move forward, plus i thought it was pretty funny.

Gives me hope:

An extraction from givesmehope.com, the opposite to FML:
one of my favs:


At my college graduation everyone is allowed to take a loved one with them as they walk across the stage. The last girl to walk across held the arm of her 90 year old grandpa. As they crossed the stage the chancelor read her grandfathers name. He graduated 60 years ago but didn't get to walk his own graduation because he was fighting in WWII. GMH.


i seem to have a heart for the elderly.



another:
A few years ago I was living with my best friend, he was very into the way he looked but everywhere he went with me he walked around with a studded belt around his forehead, so people wouldn't just stare at me in myhalo brace GMH

my new (fake) ksubi's.

it has the tag. it has the 'x's' at the back, it has that loop of denim at the back. it has the three buttons with those designs. it has the two crosses on the leg, and the cluster of stitches on the side of the right leg. but, my brother and i conclude that they're fake, just by looking at the quality of all that was desrcribed.

he actually bought them for himself, but because they were fake and didn't fit him well, he gave them to me :) in which i tore apart with my tapering skills and made to fit my rotund mass. lol. however, tight enough to make it stretch and mould.
it's a good colour. so i'm happy. whether they're real or fake. it's always nice to have a new pair of denim jeans :)

in it's big and fat days. now it's all tapered up :D

the red tree

read this picture book today in english. it's like the story of my life :)
i want to purchase it. it's less that 100 words, but it has so much visual detail, it takes 10 minutes to read a page. it's awesome.

i wear a tag sometimes:

krisskittles says:
thank you so much ate vicks !
japanda ; says:
(Y)
;   krisskittles says:
wellz i should thank God first coz He's the one who spoke through you :)
japanda ; says: 
TRUE!
that's SO true.
;   krisskittles says:
yes it is!
japanda ; says:
dude. revolutionize everything.

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was talking to one of the girls in my bible study, she was struggling with something and i just talked to her about it. i was frank about everything, which is how i'm going to be. why sugar-coat everything God says when it's coated with so much grace?

papa's proud.

he's happy that i'm taking music after school :)

recital blurbzzzzzz

had my vocal lesson today,
got two comments, from two different figures, (i bet you'll never guess who said what), that i should let slide, but they're interesting:
- apparently in one of my songs i sound like a cat dying (or something like that)
- and in the same song, i was told that i shouldn't expect a good response from people.

very intriguing. very very intriguing.
very very very good at making me feel all the more insecure and scared for the november recital.

so now, i'm thinking to myself. what's wrong with it? why won't people appreciate it? etc etc. and then it makes me remember the day when my madre and brother were laughing at it.

so i'm back at square 3. trying to figure just what the hecksickles is wrong with me and this song.

my bedroom.

i'm thinking of turning my bench into a bookshelf and getting a desk.
i have no work ethic-ness in my room. i need a space for school.

yan what do you think?

save the date!

friends

glorious show. i've got all the seasons and i watch like a season a day if i'm that lazy.
it never gets old.

: unexpected answers

we were in the car,

i told her, she told me, she told me how what the other one told her.

and that's when i decided:

to never share, unless it's going to be legit.

yes, you have no idea.

i spent 10 minutes listing pro's and con's. unfortunately, the pro's defeated the con's. 8:5.

i wish i could read minds.

oh you teen. you silly silly teen. you naive teen.

yes, that's me!

: disclosure

can i make it any more disclosed?

i'm making it difficult for myself,
there are signs of you everywhere i roam.

and there is so much wrong with that.

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i'd like to take this time out to thank yan & pg for initiating the start of a new leaf in myself and in the yd leadership team. we've been sleeping, and we've been partially ignorant, i guess lazy, to bear the burdens and stand in the gap for our generation.

personally speaking,
"for i am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation, for everyone who believes...
for in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, 'they just shall live by faith'".
romans 1:16-17

faith. i'm asked about that a lot by my bible study.He's so faithful when i'm not. and when i get whipped into shape His glory is present. i want to be like paul. gutsy, faithful, trusting, humble, filled with a dark sinful past, but redeemed. through mercy and grace.



tartare.

my birthday

January 14, 1993

Lucky Color:	Mauve
Personality Strengths:	Knowledge, Drive
Personality Weakness(es):	Arrogance
Successful Career Path:	Fashion
Sense of Humor Style:	Witty
Adjectives to Describe You:	impulsive, daring
Description: A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you! Isn't it nice when they say something you want them to say? but i find some of those true, such as my arrogance. oop. i forgot to tell you. i'm 16.

i wish

i could write songs rich in language and depth.

NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21 NOV 21

hm.

can somebody please aid my boredom?
the strokes

i don't see it that way. i'm not like that.

glory

i desire a fitting pair that doesn't cut off my circulation.

the kings

i want you, exactly like i used to.
cause baby this is only bring me down.

buttery scones with honey

because i'm excruciatingly bored.

back in 2006 or 2007. julian and myself.

have i changed greatly?

that i love NY shirt looks vintage now :)

stow-aways on fb.

found these on my friends facebook, they bring back good memories.
such as the great flood of the history block - that was glorious!
and the days i used to have a front fringe.. and it actually looked good. it somehow went feral.

new york new york #0098

when i move there, i'll be dressing like this:

the boy who cried wolf

i'm not going to school today. don't worry it's no bad habit. it's my last for this semester. i swear.
i'm actually sick. and my parents think i'm just lazy.

my throat kills and is swelling, my nose is runny and i just feel sick. i drooled everywhere on my pillows and now 'i have no place to rest my head' :)

my mother won't even bring me tea + honey.

yan, mike and myself at our group vocal lessons. it was fun, but by the end of it i was extremely exhausted.

paramore.

people occasionally 'wtf' the reason why i like them.
not just because of the music. but because of who they are as individuals.
not because they're good looking. but for what they stand for.


but i guarentee. it's no obsession. it's a distant admiration.

what takes up my weekdays:

just started year 12. very anxious. however overall excited.

these photos is what took up the one free period we get a fortnight.

(we get others but they're at the end of the day and we go home)

formal greetings:

me: facing giants.

welcome to the journey. take a seat. be sure to check that you're strapped in and you're wearing your 3D glasses.
it's going to be one heck of a ride, if that's what you're looking for.

we're just getting started

they're cute and complicated.

nonetheless. they are 40000 piece puzzles, and day after day i guess they get frustrated trying to decide or find who they really are. but i admire their heart. and i admire how they're growing. i just wish i'd grow up too.

MIA: joanna, kyla and abbie.

new born

i'm originally from tumblr, however i didn't really like the whole introduction of 'tumblarity' and having a rating in amongst other fellow bloggers. i felt confined, and that i had to follow a certain line of steps or rules in order to get my rating up.

in the end, i got sick of reading hate blogs about blogging and i felt i needed a new clean slate. a new page for my next set of adventures.

so here i am, ana or vicki (whatever you prefer) laying out my life in accordance to how i would like you to see it. appreciate it or not. you're opening pages of my diary so, in conclusion. you can suck it :)

if things go well, i just might stay.

lovelove.

p.s. i'm going to post some of my latest tumblogs here just to wet your appetites.