09 March, 2010

and the honeymoon is over.

the settling of relationships brings me great uncertainty. sometimes i don't know how to respond or communicate to a person once you've passed on from the romantic stage of a friendship, if you understand what i mean (if you don't, you're an ug-bug). there are certain friendships that i'm never sure of, that i'm never sure exist, that i'm never sure are as strong as i assume. i'm never sure when it comes down to it.

i've also been torn to pieces today. Will showed me 'he loves us' by .. i'm too lazy to mention. and the lyrics absolutely tore me to pieces, as well as the underlying meaning of the song. oh how we take for granted the crazy, redeeming, life-changing, world shaking, mind boggling love that our God has. it drives me insane to try and form some kind of definition of why he's so faithful ... but i can't, that's why He's God.

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