there's no civil way in ending a friendship. sometimes, a ship will sink.
there's no words that can articulate or express how i feel. no, i'm not the victim, but we came to a decision that it was time to prune ourselves and detach ourselves from the source of our pain and troubles. we detached a friend.
sounds horrible right? it was and it still is. we didn't want to fight, we didn't want to make accusations, we were done with drama. we, for once, wanted to rest in a peace and assurance that we weren't stepping on anyone's toes. but to achieve this, we had to make the ultimate step.
despite the fact that i feel like i've murdered someone. i can't help but reflect on how much pain i've been through. how much i've learnt of what was really beneath the surface and how much that hurt me. how much it is necessary to do this. i feel convicted and i know this is for the better. this is for growth.
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