23 September, 2010

you sunk my battleship

i don't think they fully understand. this was never done out of spite, we didn't have an ounce of revenge, we never sought to have you destroyed. it was just a decision made for the better. and i can understand how we may come off looking like pigs. we may look selfish. we may look pretentious. however, let it be known, this is hard for me to. it's hard because i have made this journey with you, but all it has led to is a dead end. what fruit could we bare from one another when all we face is pride, selfishness and arrogance? don't think i never cared. i care. i still care. And its difficult for it to be this way and i have to keep reminding myself its for the better.

letting go,
ana